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Respite
Respite
The lake is dark and calm with a small breeze by the time they arrive at its shores. The stars above reflect perfectly in the still waters before them, and a small copse of trees lines one side, starting on their side of the river and jumping along the other side.
Chris takes a moment to re-prepare the spell he hadn't been able to cast in five years and gestures vaguely to the area around them as a suggestion for what the others can do. Gathering in the forest, sitting on a nearby over-turned log, it didn't matter to him. What he needed was an hour without interruption.
He settles down on the ground and presses his hands together as he closes his eyes to focus on the image in his mind. Within minutes, the white, shimmering outline of a large building forms in thin air. The gentle glow of its light barely spreads from the growing structure.
As promised, it takes the full hour before the slowly filling-in form is complete and finishes with a jaunty, echoing click.
Chris takes a breath, now sitting in front of the stoop that looks annoyingly like the one he'd passed earlier in the night, and gets back onto stiff legs as the glow fades away, leaving smooth, but otherwise unremarkable, white stone behind.
"Here we are. Home for the next however long we need. I'll start working on food and water next." Once they're inside, anyway, which is why he takes back his things from where he'd left them and leads them into the temple, marked only with the carving of ravens on the black wood of the double doors.
Inside is something just shy of opulence. The same polished white stone makes the walls, though black and gold veins course through the marble. The floor is the inverse, a black stone with white, shimmering speckles like a night sky if looked at for long enough. A single window faced East high up on the wall. The temple was alight with sconces at regular intervals along the walls, illuminating an open area that held all the offerings of comfort Chris could think of.
A large hot-springs-like bath, complete with a miniature waterfall, took up the left side of the room and ran into a smaller, similar bath at dog-height. Next to it, covered by a retractable screen, was a shower. Along the back wall, a raven's head emblazoned the white wall in black and watched out over a set of tables, chairs, and a couple of sofas. The majority of the center was clear for walking, but the right edge and right side of the room held a deeply inset pit of pillows, cushions, and blankets in various soft (black and purple) fabrics.
Finally, in the middle of the right-hand wall, there were two closed doors that, when inspected, revealed one room with a large, soft chair and rug, while the other room was made of nothing but stone with jars, pitchers, and plates on shelves along two walls and a cork wall perfect for catching daggers on the other side.
"I hope it works for everyone. I didn't...I didn't make separate bedrooms this time. I didn't figure we would need them tonight."
Chris takes a moment to re-prepare the spell he hadn't been able to cast in five years and gestures vaguely to the area around them as a suggestion for what the others can do. Gathering in the forest, sitting on a nearby over-turned log, it didn't matter to him. What he needed was an hour without interruption.
He settles down on the ground and presses his hands together as he closes his eyes to focus on the image in his mind. Within minutes, the white, shimmering outline of a large building forms in thin air. The gentle glow of its light barely spreads from the growing structure.
As promised, it takes the full hour before the slowly filling-in form is complete and finishes with a jaunty, echoing click.
Chris takes a breath, now sitting in front of the stoop that looks annoyingly like the one he'd passed earlier in the night, and gets back onto stiff legs as the glow fades away, leaving smooth, but otherwise unremarkable, white stone behind.
"Here we are. Home for the next however long we need. I'll start working on food and water next." Once they're inside, anyway, which is why he takes back his things from where he'd left them and leads them into the temple, marked only with the carving of ravens on the black wood of the double doors.
Inside is something just shy of opulence. The same polished white stone makes the walls, though black and gold veins course through the marble. The floor is the inverse, a black stone with white, shimmering speckles like a night sky if looked at for long enough. A single window faced East high up on the wall. The temple was alight with sconces at regular intervals along the walls, illuminating an open area that held all the offerings of comfort Chris could think of.
A large hot-springs-like bath, complete with a miniature waterfall, took up the left side of the room and ran into a smaller, similar bath at dog-height. Next to it, covered by a retractable screen, was a shower. Along the back wall, a raven's head emblazoned the white wall in black and watched out over a set of tables, chairs, and a couple of sofas. The majority of the center was clear for walking, but the right edge and right side of the room held a deeply inset pit of pillows, cushions, and blankets in various soft (black and purple) fabrics.
Finally, in the middle of the right-hand wall, there were two closed doors that, when inspected, revealed one room with a large, soft chair and rug, while the other room was made of nothing but stone with jars, pitchers, and plates on shelves along two walls and a cork wall perfect for catching daggers on the other side.
"I hope it works for everyone. I didn't...I didn't make separate bedrooms this time. I didn't figure we would need them tonight."

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"Alright, thats very fair. I'd never forgive myself if my pushing at you meant you were devoured by zombies anyway," he tells her, almost as a joke, though the words themselves are true. There's no way his Amelia Royer, with all her skill with blades, could ever be bested by a few zombies.
"Do you think we should talk to Chris before or after?" More like should be talk to Chris about what happened to him before or after. Anything physical will need to wait, out of respect for Chris' own boundaries.
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"I don't want to rush things for any of us. I..." She huffs a tense, self-deprecating breath. "It may be difficult to hold back how much I want to be with you, but I can and I will. Chris deserves to know the truth and hear what I've proposed for us before any of us do anything we could regret."
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"I think the reason for his annoyance at the lake earlier may have been over us anyway, so likely for the best," he agrees, then frowns a bit. "I hope he's alright. He's been gone some time, and Jon said he'd gone off towards Deismyr."
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He shouldn't forgive her. He should kick her out of this temple and never let her back inside. She's trying and it never shows because of how terrible she is.
Her lips pull into a worried frown. "I hope he's all right. Going to Deismyr feels like he's trying to break his own heart for what he could see there, knowing he can't have it." Maybe she's wrong and he'll stay far enough away that it won't matter, but it's still a painful possibility, especially with Chris when this was supposed to be his land and the Guardians his people to give to them.
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That will, anyway. His eyebrows furrow a bit. "He's... probably looking for the pain, honestly. It helps him, sometimes. Usually its physical pain but I'm sure he feels he can't ask for that right now, not when he feels responsible for us. I couldn't give it anyway, not when I'm trying to conserve my magic."
In fact, Chris hadn't asked for anything of that nature from him since the first time they did it. He does wonder if he did something wrong, but Chris has often felt like he shouldn't want pain, probably because of how many of his people have reacted to it in the past. Now, Wolfe just hopes Chris can be safe and get what he needs.
"I just hope he doesn't get caught and cause no end of confusion."
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She sighs, closing her eyes as she rests her forehead against his. "I have so many things to apologize for. He's had nothing but my worst for months, save my help in getting us out of Duplicity." He never should never forgive her for any of it, either. "I'll keep trying to make things better, but it may get worse before it gets any better."
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"All he wants is to see you try. I know you do, but he needs to see it. You came up with your signal, when you run your fingers down each other's arms, right? Maybe another signal like that one of you can give when the other is pressing buttons? Something that will help you realize when you both need to step back and regroup."
It works for him when Chris forces him to look at him, or calls him by his full name. Matron, its embarrassing when he does that, but it works.
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"I'll talk to him about that. We'd both benefit from that kind of signal." Because too often they don't mean to hurt one another and still do. Even if she feels like all she can do is to hurt him, she has to try to help them as much as she can. Another sigh as she gently squeezes the fingers twined with hers. "After I apologize for earlier. He needs to know when I listened and when I didn't so we know where to work with one another." If he'll even work with her at all.
She shakes her head, keeping her eyes tightly closed. "Everything is so much right now, Wolfe. I'm sorry it'll mean I continue to cry on you at random. I promise, unless I'm smiling as I do, it's never your fault. Please believe that."
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He nuzzles against her again. "You don't need to apologize for tears, My Heart. I'm sure I'll shed my share as well."
Lowering his voice, Wolfe sounds more serious, his words heavier and mournful. "I still want to. Every time I think about that place they held me, how it felt, how so many people we love - I love - went through the same thing with no rescue, I get a lump in my throat."
He feels so guilty. He wouldn't trade it, not with his family here, but being the survivor again where others died and shouldn't have... Its a weight that never really goes away.
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"Stop. Please, don't-- not right now. I can't." She can't or those tears threatening to fall will become a flood she'll want to hide from everyone. "I love you and I'm grateful to have you, but I can't think about all we've lost right now." Someday she'll be able to, but not today. Not this week. Maybe not until they're in the Wave. She doesn't know other than not now.
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He finds it in wrapping his arms around Amelia, in setting his chin on top of her head and encompassing her in his arms. Arms that are perhaps not as defined as they were a month ago, but still strong enough to keep her together. To keep her whole, and here.
He finds it in tilting her head up to look at him with a gentle nudge, in the kiss he presses to her mouth that's full of longing and affection and everything that he's missed for so long. Too long.
As ever, Wolfe finds his peace in the love he can show his partner.
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Her fingers rest gently against his cheek when they part, her breathing heavy but steady. Her eyes are red with unshed tears and she's still on edge, but she's solid again thanks to him.
How did she ever get so lucky as to find someone who can soothe as easily as he can rile her heart? It feels unreal at times, it was unreal for weeks without him, and she couldn't care less while he's holding her so close.
"I'm all right," she murmurs. "With you, I'm all right." She inhales slowly, holds her breath a little too long, then exhales to break her pattern of thoughts. A small smile finds her lips as she brushes his hair from his face in an effort to keep from kissing him again as she wants to. "I'll be all right when Chris comes back to us, too."
cw: refrence to death via smoke inhalation, child death, stealing from the dead
What he sees for today as he tries to duck between the cloud cover is fishermen at the remains of the docks, working to shore up smoke-colored wood, and soldiers and civilians both combing through the ruins of the city, likely either for bodies or salvage. Certainly, he can see lines of the former being made along the Western front of the city, of bodies both new and old.
Morbidly curious as he is, he doesn't sweep low enough to see the dead's faces. He’d be more likely to be spotted that low, and the brief glimpses of a blond head lingering near them have him shying away, just in case. He wasn’t going to land at all, only glance and wonder and…check, but the sight of an older man and a soldier struggling with some rubble closer to the Eastern side of town pulls Chris closer.
He shouldn't intervene. He shouldn't get close enough to see…yet the rubble they're lifting is closer to half a wall, and the soldier seems to buckle like one of his legs seizes up, and Chris doesn't think before dashing down to catch the hunk of rock with them before it crashes onto the older man or whatever they’re trying to recover.
"Oh, Lord Sonom! I didn't right see you there, thank Lady of Joy you was happening by." The old fisherman greets Chris with a smile that clutches in the cleric's chest. "I thought you was keeping with the bodies after clearing the Western section."
That stood out as odd to him. Why would he leave the elderly and the infirm to do this kind of work when he could probably handle it better? The Western section of town...the West End and Golden Quarters made it up, but there probably wouldn't have been more bodies there than anywhere else. Nothing immediately jumped to him as to why he'd linger there. He didn't have time to think too hard on it with curious eyes on him.
"I still intend to, Mister Conners, but all need a walkabout sometimes, right? Besides, glad I did. Don't need to add fresh bodies to the lot."
He continues the conversation as if he's not some imposter and learns Conners and the young soldier -aide from Thentia hoping to do something with himself for once- were working to excavate a family Chris hadn't had much reason to interact with but once: the Thornesguld family...a long line of weavers in Melvaunt and one of the few families in the town with a basement. A basement they'd apparently fled to during the siege and had inadvertently made their grave in.
It takes some gentle redirecting, but Chris convinces the older man and the injured soldier that, of the three of them, he was the most hale to jump down into a hole and pull four bodies up. It was also a good excuse to allow him a chance to look around. People kept things in basements...things that wouldn't be missed if they vanished by the time anyone else could come down here properly.
He feels justified in his spur-of-the-moment choice when a small satchel he finds on a half-broken shelf starts to fill up with things he grabs. There's still a job to do, though, and the family in question is cowered at the back of the room, all barely touched by rot with how encased they'd been in the room, smoke, and ash. He can imagine it now: they likely escaped down here to hide from the invaders with the intention of coming back up when it got quiet. They wouldn't have planned on a clockwork monstrosity bringing their house down on top of the hatch that led to their hiding spot. They wouldn't have been able to escape...and with a dragon sitting on top of them, where would they have gone anyway? Hopefully, the smoke got to them before dehydration did.
He says a quick prayer as he lifts the small girl huddled in her mother's arms into his own and brings her back to the overly bright hole where daylight and air await her. The teen boy is next, then the mother, and finally the father, the soot of them rubbing off on him as sweat cut through the grime in lines. It wasn't easy work, but gods knew it helped some part of him to do it.
It takes a little more persuasion, but he finally convinces the men to leave him to get out on his own and start taking the bodies away for the service they deserved...which left him both to make another sweep of the room and escape before the confusion and questions followed. With his stolen sack stuffed with odds and ends and a small box with just a bit of money in it, snagged from a tall shelf, he leaves what things he thinks won't be useful to his group, but might be useful to others here, at the lip of the entrance...and finally Recalls himself back to the temple.
Sooty, sweaty, smelling of death and ash, Chris comes back into the temple and only then remembers he'd been barefoot, as the cold marble of the floor soothes some scrapes on his skin. Conners and the soldier either hadn't noticed or hadn't dared to ask. His eyes alight on the couple snuggled together, and he looks away again soon after. They looked...tired, tear-stained, but not more fretful than he might expect. Had they talked?
He decides, right now at least, he doesn't care. He holds the bag out to them instead. "Some clothes, fabric, a hoop and a single needle, and a few bobbins of thread. There's a box with about ten gold's worth of silver in it at the bottom. A few other things I thought might come in handy, but it's not much. Don't worry about where it came from; no one's left to miss it."
There's little identifying about the things he'd grabbed; the men's and women's clothing looked a bit out of fashion, but generic enough, and nothing held a name on it except the little box of money. Scratched on the front were the words: 'Sinead's horse fund.'
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All too clearly he can see Chris' cold practicality spearing through his emotions and wonders if he thought - hoped - it might overwhelm and deaden the pain. By the stoic look on his face, an outsider might think he'd succeeded, but Wolfe knows different. They all know different, familiar with the face of a man who instead of turning away from the source of his sorrow runs headfirst into it as if to prove it won't bother him. All it proves is it eats him up inside like it does the rest.
Wolfe shifts to reach for the bag to look through later, immediately setting it down on the floor so its not in the way, and offers an outstretched arm for Chris to come in close if he chooses. He doesn't say a word, letting his gaze say for him that he doesn't expect or demand Chris to accept, but he's here - they're here - if he thinks it would help.
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Things have been terrible between them, a thing she's not helped with her behavior, and still he thinks on her. Still he makes space for her in his heart. Tears crowd her eyes again as she stands, one hand staying on Wolfe's shoulder so his arm can slip around her waist at this different angle. A small, thin smile spreads across her face as she holds herself and her arm open to him, offering a warm embrace where he can be encompassed by both of them if he chooses it.
"I owe you an apology for what you saw earlier, but..." Dreams, it's hard to speak when she's so breathless with relief and joy. "Thank you, Chris. Thank you for the supplies, the temple, the space to talk, the space to be alone, for everything." Her smile warms as a few tears roll down her cheeks. "For you and being here with us."
For letting me stay.
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"You're going to get dirty." He offers it as his only defense, but it's feeble, and he says it as he steps into their embrace anyway. An arm wraps around each of them, yet he buries his face against neither, his eyes vaguely on the bag on the table as errant thoughts replace useful responses. He should have taken his scythe off his back. His feet and arms were going to hurt in a little while. Possibly his back. Would Conners look at his other self and think he looks younger than he had a moment before? Would they assume an odd ghost? A curse on the land from the death lingering there? Maybe they should go to Bastila next instead of Ilnivur and take some time laying low in a city that wouldn't care as much.
What finally comes out is: "They were clearing bodies. The fires had stopped, at least, but it was a mess. I don't know why I thought there'd be some major difference between last night and today...even magic can only do so much."
He turns his face and kisses the side of Amelia's head. "We need to talk...and I'm still frustrated and hurt...but you will always have the space and things you need. I'm sorry if I made you doubt that. I'm sorry if either of you doubted it...I'm...I'll be better. Magic can't fix everything for people in a day either, I guess."
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"We'll all be better to each other, if not ourselves," He says, sliding a hand to the small of each of their backs lightly. He does nothing further, not wanting to encroach on whatever contact Chris does not want right now. "So there are a few things to talk about, but after our battle tomorrow, or at least after you've had a hot bath if you want to talk tonight. Its up to you."
He doesn't know if Chris will want to get into it so he can train his thoughts away from what he'd just seen or if he wants to sit with it awhile, but Wolfe at least will adjust to either. "I can start getting dinner ready so you don't have to worry on it. Jon is still in the study, but we talked for some time as well."
Practiced a lot of Common too, but the full sentence Wolfe had learned in particular to say to Chris seems inappropriate given where their cleric was. Or it could be welcome, Wolfe isn't sure what he'd want to hear right now, but if it were him...
"Welcome back to our home," Wolfe says in Faerûn's Common, a bit falteringly in pronunciation but the sentiment is there.
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She brushes her hand down to the center of their mage's back, hesitating when he speaks words of welcome in a tongue she hasn't heard or spoken since the days the translator failed in Duplicity. Her smile brightens as she leans over to kiss the top of Wolfe's head in praise, but she says nothing. The words aren't meant for her; Chris will get the honor of speaking to them.
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Upon hearing his name, he give it a count of fifteen before opening the door, only to hear Wolfe's greeting. For the first time in their acquaintance, since the mage and cleric had got together, Jon feels a pang of jealousy. He had wanted to impress Chris first. He's been practicing longer. He'd been helping Wolfe.
Jon tries to master that and not point out the errors he recognizes. It ends up with him frowning slightly at Wolfe before turning his attention to Chris and taking in the state of him.
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He’s in the middle of taking Death’s Door off his back when Wolfe’s words register in their faltering Faerûn.
A smile grows across Chris’ lips as he looks back up to his mage.
“Thank you.” He responds in kind. “You studied for that? I’m proud of you.”
Movement from the corner of his vision pulls Chris’ attention and green eyes sweep assessingly over his Archivist before flicking back to Wolfe. He’ll address that flicker of metaphoric green in a bit.
He waves Jon closer regardless. “There’s a children’s book in the bag, creatures instead of gods, but it’s real.”
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"I did, with Jon's help of course. Left to my own devices I probably would have gotten distracted and had half the things in the library read to only two pages in." The children's book should help, though. Its a better place to start than jumping around a dictionary, anyway.
Quieting as he gets to his feet so Chris can talk with Jon, Wolfe puts his arm back around Amelia's shoulders. He needs to get started cooking and she can't really help with much of that, but there is the bag to take stock of. "I don't mind if you all want to disappear off to talk, but I would appreciate a little company while I'm in the kitchen. Maybe you could take account of the goods Chris brought back? We should probably know exactly what and how much we have."
And if the clothes are going to fit.
Its morbid, and he certainly doesn't mean to be flippant about a poor soul who had been saving this money never to see their goal. If they do ever get a horse, he'll insist they call it Sinaed in gratitude. Maybe they should hold some kind of funeral, if Chris hasn't already.
No wonder the Matron is sending them to tend to the zombies, she's probably very busy right now.
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Her hands aren't any use around food, but that frees her up to spread everything out on a small prep table. The clothes will likely fit with a little adjustment, something she could easily do this evening once they've all settled in after dinner while two of their group are studying. There's no shirt that will fit Wolfe's arms without more fabric, thread, and a pair of scissors, but he should have a pair of trousers that fit before the night is done.
"All of my stitching on these is going to be noticeable," she jokes as she pulls out the bobbins of thread. "Someone clearly had grand designs for a pattern or colorful clothes to mend, but that's not what we've got. I hope you don't mind your new pants having bright blue threads in addition to the browns they started with."
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Then again, how educated is the common man? Jon's not entirely sure given the 'anachronistic' aspects of Faerun he's seen and heard about. People might be far more literate than those on Earth during this sort of time period.
"I'll take a look at this in a moment. I need a cigarette." Which means he'll need his lighter. "Chris, could you help me with the lighter outside once you clean up? We might as well check it before the rest of the day is out." And again, it's somewhat odd that he does remember he needs to do that. Jon sets the thought aside. He doesn't need to amp up his own paranoia on top of the other new and unpleasant emotions before he's going to ask after Chris.
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Jon brings up the lighter again and Chris is torn between relief his partner still remembers it and embarrassment Chris had forgotten twice now. His shower could wait to at least do as he’d promised.
“Yes, of course. Sorry. Let’s do it now, unless the soot bothers you.” Of course, he’s already reaching for the lighter and turning to head outside so it was mostly rhetorical.
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Stubbornly too, when sometimes the yarn to repair them was more expensive than the socks themselves.
"I do wish we had some vegetables to go in here. I wonder if there's any we could forage..." He glances at the door as Chris and Jon disappear through it, Patience following right after as a watchful shadow, turning Wolfe's look soft in recognition of his mabari acting caretaker for the one of their family she can tell is most uneasy. Its mostly been Amelia today, but since Chris returned, he expects the dog to stick to him like glue at least for a couple of hours. Woe be unto Chris if he tries to shoo her away. At least she won't be intrusive. She's good about that.
Cookie, on the other hand, starts nosing for morsels as soon as he gets the food out for cooking. Wolfe laughs at her fondly. "You mangy beast, you'll wait like the rest of us!"
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cw: mention of child death, suffocation
cw: mention of child death
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cw: paranoia
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19 Deception
Insight 23
Insight 25!
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Deception 29
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cw: noncon and imprisonment mention
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