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There are no cats in America

Moving to a new country is difficult but if you're a child it seems impossible. True, things had been terrifying with the bombings and soldiers and the news of that their government had been doing behind the country's back. Thirteen years old, but Albert still reads the news, still listens to the radio. Soon after they're on a boat, crammed in with other emigrants chattering in a cacophony of languages, pushing and shoving. There were other children, but mostly Albert opted to keep to himself, helping his mother but otherwise holed up in their tiny shared cabin and waited to see the spines of Lady Liberty's crown welcoming them to what his mother calls "a land of new opportunities". Albert, always a practical child, just hoped it would be a land of fresher air.

It's been a few months since then. They'd arrived at the start of summer with New York City sweltering. With his mother working two jobs and a little saved up, they'd managed to get a small fan and some other things for the little apartment, but despite the hardships they'd managed to make a nice little life for themselves in this new country. Their community on the lower east side is friendly and breathes of home in Dresden, or so Albert feels. He even made friends with the old man who runs the bookshop on the corner, his son having been claimed by the war on the side of the Allies. He'd also been named Albert, and the man would often reminisce in German and sometimes share the haribo candies he'd always have around. He may be the only friend Albert had made, but he was content with that.

Even so, as the weather turned colder and fall set in, Albert's mother enrolled him in school. Albert had always liked school back home, strict as it was, but here in America it seemed all the other boys were so loud and tall and frightening. He'd mostly stayed away from other children since arriving, but now he's been thrown in the front of a class and as the teacher pushes him to introduce himself to the room every eye is on him and he can't help but fidgit and look anywhere except at all the unfamiliar faces.

"Ha-hallo, I-I am Albert Heinrich..." He trails off, brutally self conscious at his accent and flushing a red which he knows reaches his ears. The teacher - Miss Jones - waits for an interminable moment to see if he'll say something else, then simply shoos him to an empty desk with some annoyance and begins to write the day's lesson on the blackboard. Safe for the moment, Albert sinks as low as he can in his seat and pulls his oversized newsy cap down around his ears in an attempt to hide the fact that they're still pink.

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Adding the look of it to the feel of them together is nearly too much for Albert on its own but Jet latching his lips to his already erect nipple sends the older teen flopping back into the pillow, breathing as if he's running for his life. "Oh Gott...!"

He bites his own fingers, trying to keep from saying any more even as his other hand keeps pumping. He's not certain he could stop if he wanted to and lord does he not want to. But that's the kicker, he's so close but he doesn't want it to end yet, doesn't want to end up a shuddering loathsome mess and have Jet see that.

Albert's hand slows and he tries desperately to master himself, but Jet's lips and tongue on his chest make it nigh impossible. "Jet, I'm-- I don't want--!"

Jet's fairly far gone himself when he finally notices Albert's hand slowing and he makes an effort to slow his movements as well until they finally came to a stop, though his hand stayed curled around them both.

With some amount of reluctance, his mouth pulls away and he moves back up the other teens body to kiss at the corner of his mouth, his own breathing erratic as well.

"You want to stop? ....what do you want to do, Al?" It wasn't said with any accusation, merely desire both for the boy next to him and from a want to please his friend. He could tell Albert was enjoying himself, so why did he want to stop?

"I-I..." His face burns red and he turns to hide it in his pillow after he returns Jet's kiss with a peck, trembling a little from just how much his body reacts to even the simple air of the room, much less Jet's hand still making minute movements. "I don't... want to finish yet..."

He wants something more but he can't even fathom what that would be. He hadn't even really considered the logistics of sex with another man before today. How is he supposed to know how to put in words other than 'more'? His face turns brighter shades in the meantime while he tries to think, still panting and twitching under their shared blanket.

So Albert wanted something else. Something more than a handjob. Jet could think of a couple things, but he didn't know which one Albert would want, how far he'd want to go and it was obvious Albert was at a loss too. So it was up to Jet to find the words they needed.

His face flushed just thinking about it, but he had to try. He'd had his vocabulary expanded in this particular area but he'd never had a reason to use it until now.

He turned towards the older teen a bit, letting go in the process so his hands found Albert's chest to touch instead. "Um...we could..." Pause. He took a moment to sort his thoughts and prepared to just go for it otherwise he was going to end up tripping over his words and either confusing Albert or make a fool of himself or both.

"...The way that guys...um...you know-- well, one sticks it in the other's...well, it's called 'taking it up the ass' for a reason. And I know that sounds weird, but it's supposed to feel really good?"

His face grew more and more hot and red as he'd gone on and the last sentence was almost one whole word with how fast he said it.

"...I'm willing to try it...at least." That probably sounded really weird to Albert and now he was going to change his mind about the whole thing and kick Jet out for being weird.

Albert can't help the scrunch-nosed look of confusion that crosses his face at Jet's explanation. At first it sounds strange, maybe even a little gross, but that's really the only place it could go, right? And the idea of Jet inside him, well... Somehow it's more attractive of a thought than he'd have guessed. Even so, there are a few questions.

"Won't that... um... won't that hurt?" He shifts a little, breathing evening out now that they have this pause. Not that he isn't still keyed up - he may very well peak if Jet looks at him in the right way - but he at least has the faculties to fake some level of calm now. "I-I mean, if it's you though, then.."

Then it sounds like something he'd want to try regardless.

Jet hesitated cause this was the part he was less sure about. "A little, at first, but it shouldn't be too bad if we do it right."

Of course he only had an idea of what 'doing it right' was, but...regardless, he still felt a thrill thinking about it in context of being with Albert. He wanted to be with him.

"What do you think...? I mean, it's okay if you don't, I get it."

"Like I said..." With a swallow, Albert tugs Jet closer again to kiss him shyly. There's nervousness there but no sign of wanting to run or throw Jet out. It's an anticipatory nervousness. "If it's you, then I want to."

He looks Jet in the eye for what feels like the first time all night, really seeing him and taking in what they're doing and why they're doing it. It feels good, yes, but it's also because there are feelings there, emotions Albert's never had to quantify. It's overwhelming, but somehow safe regardless because it's Jet. Jet who's watched over him since he came to this country and who he'd decided to watch over too now that he's able. He presses his forehead to Jet's, smiling a little. "What do we do?"

Jet smiles back, still nervous but excited too. He pressed their lips together again before pulling away to answer. "Well, getting naked's probably a good first step."

Long fingers hooked under Albert's waist band and pulled the underwear down Albert's pale legs before being deposited somewhere they could be retrieved later and Jet's were quick to join them.

He hesitated again but it only lasted a second then he was shifting so he was kneeling between Albert's legs, hands slowly sliding along the older teen's calves and thighs as he thought. "I'll do most of it, but I...I need you to try and relax as best you can. I promise the last thing I want to do is hurt you."

Out of everything, that was what scared him, he'd spent a good chunk of his life trying to make sure no one hurt Albert, he didn't want to ruin that by doing it himself.

Shoving that thought aside and attempting to quell his fear, he focused on what he was supposed to do next. Two of his fingers disappeared into his mouth and he sucked and licked at them until he felt they couldn't get more coated than they were.

He brought his fingers down and leaned over to kiss Albert's hip. "Let me know if it's too much and I'll stop, okay?" Slowly, carefully, he pressed the tip of one finger into Albert's body.

He may have been exposed already where it counts but being completely naked is somehow different. Even so, he doesn't have to hide any shame. He's fairly at home with his body and Jet looking at him makes him flush but instead of feeling the need to cover up, he finds he enjoys it. Maybe that's what it's supposed to feel like if someone you like looks at you.

Albert's forced to bite his lip as Jet's hands run gently up and down his virgin thighs starting little twitches and tremors. He settles back a bit more with a nod, eyes staying trained on Jet and his expression, trying to block out the bruises and wounds too obviously marring his lithe frame. If he could, he'd reach over the sooth every one of them.

Fingers in Jet's mouth draw his attention and derail that train of thought almost immediately. He can't explain it, but there's something just so sexy about Jet sucking on his fingers like that, though Albert would never say that out loud. How weird is he that he gets going from that? Unfortunately it doesn't cross his mind that his staring might give him away regardless.

Not that he has long to stare. He takes a deep breath as Jet leans over him, that mouth that Albert's imagination keeps running wild with so close to his still-stiff arousal that it makes it nearly impossible to relax, his heart doing doubletime in his chest. He nods again to show Jet he heard, eyes shutting in favor of feeling and in anxious anticipation. He can't help but curl his fingers in the sheet under him as Jet pushes in. It's only a little and so careful and gently but it's enough to make his hips come up off the bed just a little with the very concept of any part of Jet being inside. "K-keep going..."

Jet found his voice had run out on him temporarily so he turned his head to plant a small kiss on Albert's knee to show he'd heard. Slowly, he pushed the slick digit in most of the way before pulling it back again, though only to the tip, before repeating the action.

He was still nervous and he watched Albert like a hawk for any sign of pain, but what he was seeing was making his mouth go dry and he was certain he wouldn't be able to pull his eyes away even if he wanted to. Albert's face, his fingers curling in the sheets, his hips rising slightly off the mattress, it was all mesmerizing.

For lack of anything else to do, his other hand went back to tracing along the other teen's thigh and hip as Jet's other finger continued to work the German's body and Jet's voice tried valiantly to form words again. "...Are you okay?"

Albert gives a great shudder at Jet's question, both hands fisting in the sheets. His chest rises and falls not at a measured pace but a harried rhythm, his heart beating so hard in his chest that he's certain the other teen can hear it.

"Yes," he manages to croak out, though it sounds more like an affirmation to Heaven than an answer to Jet. He's warm all over, hot even, and he shifts his hips into the redhead's hands, physically begging for more. "O-oh Jet, don't stop..."

Hearing Albert like that was the stuff of dreams he'd tried to ignore, but hearing it and seeing Albert wanting because of him was impossible to ignore when it was right in front of him and real. He wanted so desperately to just strip off what remained of his clothing and take his friend, but he also didn't want to go too fast again.

Carefully, the second finger pressed in along with the first and he slowed his pace a bit to allow for Albert's body to readjust. After a few seconds, he moved his hand a little faster again, a small part if him eager to make it difficult for Albert to stay as quiet as he needed to. That thought--Albert writhing and panting under him--led him to the inside of the German 's thigh where his lips, tongue and a slight graze of teeth ran along the pale, smooth skin.

Whether Jet decided to make Albert's life immensely difficult or not, he's managing anyway, Albert letting out a drawn out and thready cry of pleasure in spite of himself and prompting him to turn a brilliant scarlet and turn his face into his pillow, biting the case to keep himself from making noise again. His body, however, keeps moving with Jet's fingers, apparently of its own volition. Toes curl in the covers and he forces himself not to close his legs on Jet's head as another shudder rocks him. It feels so damn good and mashing Jet's face between his knees would definitely put a stop to that. And also hurt. And the last thing he ever wants to do is hurt Jet.

He told him so, after all.

Panting breaths come out muffled into the pillowcase as Albert fights to stop gasping long enough to speak. "Jet... bitte Jet..."

He could probably get the other teen off just like this, but that's not what he wanted and it didn't sound like that was what Albert wanted either. He wanted to be inside Albert when the German let go.

He put a little nip on the inside of his pale thigh before pulling away, his fingers following shortly after, allowing Albert a moment to catch his breath.

The red head yanked his briefs off and climbed back in-between pale legs. Brandy eyes passed down Albert's body and back up it to settle on his friend's face. "Al...I'm gonna go slow, okay? Tell me if it's too much or anything."

He placed himself at Albert's entrance, his hands finding a place to rest on the larger boy's arms. This was it, they were really going to do this...he was unbearably excited but also unspeakably scared. All of those fears of doing it wrong or hurting his best friend came running back to him and made him hesitate. But they both wanted it, that was clear, they should at least try.

His eyes closed a moment and he took a small calming breath before pushing into Albert's body, only stopping once he was half in to check and make sure Albert wanted him to keep going.

It's surprising that even though he'd had his reservations about Jet's fingers, he just feels empty as soon as they're away. It does give him a second to breathe though, his hips flattening on the bed and the rhythm of his chest evening out slowly. For a moment, anyway.

Jet's back between his legs and looking at him with concern and anticipation and Albert can only find it in him to nod and smile in return to his words, none of his making themselves readily available.

Then he's pushing in and Albert's never felt so full in his life and there's something wonderful about it, something that he never knew he needed but now can't live without and it's Jet. It's all Jet, physically and emotionally and every other "'ally" he can think of. Or rather, might think of later when he can actually think. Now, the only thing on his mind is more.

"Mehr, mehr, werde ich..!!" He has to bite the pillow again before Jet's even half in, hips straining and back arching from the bed as stars explode behind his eyes and a tense shudder rocks his entire frame, tipping over the edge without warning.

Jet gasps as Albert's body tightens around him and then shudders are coursing through the older teen's body and Jet finds himself pushing the rest of the way in until he's fully buried inside his friend.

His grip on Albert's arms tighten and he has to bury a moan in the pale chest beneath him before he can finally respond again. Albert had finished--which clearly meant Jet had done it good enough--but he was still concerned and there was a voice in the back of his mind asking 'what now?' Especially since Jet was still just as hard as before.

"Are...Are you okay, Albert?"

"Y-yeah, I..." Albert swallows and cracks open one eye, expecting to see amusement on Jet's face. The lower part of his stomach is wet and warm and it causes Albert to flush brightly again and shrink a little under the teen over him out of sheer embarrassment but even that small movement forces a cry that he needs to bite back. Jet's still inside and it's too much and not enough all at once.

"I'm, um...I'm sorry I didn't... ah... wait." Oh god he's ruined everything hasn't he?

If there's any amusement, it's under some layers of chagrin and concern mixed with that throbbing need he was trying to ignore.

"No...no, it's fine. I guess...I guess that means you...liked it?" Maybe. Jet hadn't really done anything. The tight warmth still around him that sent shudders through him even still was reminder enough of that.

He wanted so badly to move more, to just pull out a little and press back in to feel that heat and friction and those shudders that wracked the older teen. Even just thinking about it, his hips responded by pulling back barely even a couple centimeters before pushing back in, making him gasp and bury his face in Albert's shoulder.

"Do you..I can pull out, if you want. Take care of it myself." It wasn't what he preferred, but he'd do it if that would make Albert feel better. Besides, who knew, taking care of his problem right there with those silver eyes on him might be a lot more stimulating than he's realizing.

He's dead. He's so completely mortified and dead and he really did ruin everything in not holding back somehow and he has to make it up to Jet in some way or Jet will be disappointed and maybe never want to do anything like this again and that is a fate worse than death. And oh Gott he moved again I don't know if I want him to ever stop...

"Y-you don't have to..." Albert risks a glance from under his silver fringe, trembling with the intensity of his orgasm that still hasn't entirely faded and the already lapping waves of continued arousal at every shift inside him. "I-I mean, I want you to...too...doch?"

Albert's trembling and Jet can't tell if that's a good thing or a bad thing, but he kind of had the go ahead so maybe...he could always stop if Albert changed his mind.

Carefully, as though afraid his friend might break if he moved wrong, Jet slid his hands under the older teen's shoulders and curled long fingers over them. Just as carefully, he pulled out slowly--more than before--then pushed back in, eyes closing in the face of the pleasure coursing through him.

There's no sound this time beyond a hitching and harsh gasp, Albert's voice seemingly having fled through his open mouth. He moves with Jet though, his hips rising with the push of the redhead inside him more on instinct than any sort of design.

The young German cracks open his eyes to steal another peak at Jet's face and what he sees - those fiery bangs shifting with each movement of the teen they belong to, playing like flames across an expression lost in ecstasy - sends a heavy shudder through Albert again and his hands fly to Jet's biceps, holding on as if he's afraid they'll both crumble if he lets go for even a second.

Each movement sent electricity coursing through him and each thrust was punctuated with a harsh pant from Jet. It hadn't occurred to him just how much movement would be involved and thus, how physically taking it would be; he was already starting to get sore from it, but he didn't care, it was good and he didn't want to stop. Not now.

Albert was in his arms, he was inside his best friend and the whole thing felt more amazing than he could have ever imagined. This was literally everything he'd wanted.

With another gasp and Albert's name moaned into the teen's shoulder, Jet's hips begin moving faster, pulling out more and quickly driving back in for more friction and deeper penetration.

Rough gasps pull from Albert's throat with each draw of Jet's hips, Albert gritting his teeth as Jet's movements become more harried and hard. It doesn't hurt, not in the slightest, but he doesn't know what else to do with the sensation. He doesn't want Jet to stop, but he also wants Jet to feel how he felt tumbling into that shuddering light and getting caught by someone you know has only your pleasure, comfort, and safety in mind. Someone who he's wanted to be close with since before he could even fathom it was possible between two men.

With a particularly hard thrust, Albert gives a strangled yelp and throws his arms around Jet's shoulders instead of holding his arms, clinging to his friend for purchase and... he's not sure what. Contact for its own sake. He tries to keep his fingers from digging in too much and mewls Jet's name softly into that soft red hair.

The change in pace is just what he needed to feel that sensation stirring in him and to feel himself beginning to tense. His eyes close tightly and sharp gasps fill the room as his breathing only gets heavier.

"Ah-Al-Albert!" His grip tightens and he hurriedly shoves in a couple more times before his release has him choking on a wordless cry and he pushes into Albert as deep as he can go.

Shudders run through him as he rides it out, forehead buried into Albert's pillow as he tried to catch his breath and his wits. When he finally at lest had the latter, he pulled back enough to see his friend's face and to press a kiss to the German's jaw. "You okay..?"

He feels so full, and maybe a little pained, and Jet had called his name so loudly or so it seemed, that Albert feels completely overwhelmed and as soon as that kiss is planted on him he pulls his pillow up to cover whatever of his face he can without moving his head, forcing the pillow to curl around him and only manage to hide half of his brilliantly scarlet face. "The whole city heard you..."

But there's something wild and free about that, something so uplifting that it makes Albert giddy and a soft laugh bubbles up behind the words. Soon he's released the pillow in a helpless throe of giggles that he tries desperately to muffle. He remains stained red, but he's just so damned happy that he can't quite stop.

"I-I'm sorry, I-" He gasps a little for breath, curling in under Jet as if for protection. "I'm fine, I just never thought-" he giggles again, a bit of a wet sound this time as he comes down from that high, trembling a little as he's left in its wake. "...I never thought about anything like this."

The smile he gives Jet is warm and adoring and he clearly has no idea it's anything other than a normal smile even when it's utterly radiant with feeling. "Thank you."

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