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[He hadn't noticed he'd been holding his breath until those fingers stopped tracing, hesitating, and pulled away. His breathing returns to normal as he listens to Albert's explanation, that expression on his face and the way he was staring at his own hand weighing on him.

He'd been hoping it would be fine, that he could move past that hurdle and see what Jet saw, but that not happening wasn't a big deal in the face of how Albert looked right now.

Jet shifted, sitting up enough to wrap his arms around Albert's shoulders, one hand going to the back of the German's neck. He purposefully unbalanced the older man so that when he leaned back again, Albert would follow, held to Jet's chest as he was.]

It's okay, don't get bent out of shape about it, it's fine.

[His face was still bright red--the whole 'someone I love' thing hadn't helped--but his voice was soft and understanding; he just wanted that look of pain gone from his partner's face.]

[Jet pulls him down gently as he hides his face in his partner's shoulder, relief and shame vying for dominance. His arms wind around Jet, not just the left but both hands pressed gently into the blond's back.]

I wish I could see it your way.

[He knows what Jet had been trying to do and he appreciates the gesture wholeheartedly. He just feels as if he's failed the American as well, fallen short of expectation, even if Jet makes no sign of that being the case.

He presses soft kisses against Jet's neck, gentle but slowly amorous. Laying half on Jet, he lifts his head to look into his partner's eyes, tentatively but determinedly running his right thumb lightly over Jet's lower lip.]

Tell me how to make it up to you.

[The kisses pull a soft and appreciative noise from the blond and he takes advantage of how close that thumb is to press a kiss to it.

It really was okay, just the fact that Albert was more receptive to touching Jet with that hand at all was good enough for a first attempt at this; maybe they could get further with it with time, maybe they wouldn't. Ultimately, he'd take what he could get.

He smirked, a mischievous glint to his eyes as his hand grazed along Albert's spine.]

First, kiss me and stop acting like you just kicked me instead. Then, make it so I can't get out of this bed when you're through with me and we'll be good.

[A little shiver runs through Albert at the too-light touch along his back and he grins just a little before doing as directed. The kiss starts light and gentle, but it's a deceptive softness, Albert working tongue into the mix quickly and building to a crescendo of teeth and lips, seeking to steal Jet's breath for his own as he sends both hands seeking, skating patterns anywhere and everywhere the German can reach.

Eventually he finds himself sitting back up, hands keeping Jet pressed back into the pillow for a moment until he's certain his partner will go along with what he's thinking. Albert straddles Jet's legs, a bit lower than those deliciously narrow hips, and with a look into Jet's eyes presses his own arousal against Jet's with a sharp intake of breath, jumping to full hardness again even that quickly at the contact. He holds them together with both hands, breathing out slowly, then begins to grind, stimulating them both at once.]

[Jet very nearly lost himself in the kiss completely between tongue and teeth and soft lips all at work in it, with Albert's hands tracing along his skin he very nearly forgot he'd even wanted more.

But then Albert was pulling away, telling him not to move, and moving down the blond's body. Jet watched with curiosity that turned to pleasant surprise as his partner began to grind against him, making full thoughts hard to string together. His hands tried to reach for some sort of grounding contact but Albert was too far away and all he could reach was his fingertips brushing along his partner's metal knee as his other hand tangled in the sheets.

He didn't know what Albert's plan was, but with the shocks of pleasure coursing through him at all the contact and stimulation, he was willing to go with whatever the German wanted.]

Albert...

Although his breathing was getting heavier again, his voice was less a gasp and more a breathy whisper, meant to pull a shiver out of the man on top of him.]

[Albert could listen to the way Jet prays his name into the air for the rest of his life. He moans softly, pressing himself against Jet and moving his hands along both of them as he bucks his hips, the friction driving them both into gasping and shivering.

He's already twitching when he shifts up again, moving from sitting to kneeling, hovering over Jet with a gentle hand against him stroking lightly. Albert makes sure he locks eyes with his partner, gaze both loving and somehow intense. He wants to make completely certain that Jet is watching as Albert lowers himself onto him by inches, breath quick and punctuated by little moans of pleasure until he's sitting flush against Jet with the blond's entire length inside.]

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[For a moment, he thought they were going to finish right then, but then Albert was pulling away again, repositioning and...oh.

Jet watched, transfixed as his partner took Jet entirely int him, that sight alone had him moaning, but the volume increased with the feeling of heat and pressure Albert's body gave him. It wasn't often their positions were switched like this, the German rarely relinquished control like this without reason. Jet had an idea of the reason, but he didn't say anything, he just smiled softly up at the other man as one hand traced further up--now that it could reach--to Albert's thigh where it stroked and kneaded the skin there.

The other pushed himself up a bit so he could reach his partner's lips.]

[With Jet sitting up, Albert can shift enough to curl his legs around the man's waist, jolting and panting as the movement causes tremors with how deeply Jet is inside him. He kisses deeply, his breath already coming in short but a quiet gasps that build into soft moans as he starts to rock in Jet's lap. It's only a little at first, afraid he'll finish all too quickly if he makes any sudden moves.

It's not common that he'll be the one on the bottom, so to speak, and Jet's guess of it being about control of himself is accurate, but the second reason is he's still a little frightened of just how amazing it feels to have Jet inside him, how wound up even the thought makes him, let alone acting on it.

By the way his eyes flutter back and each wave of trembling that overtakes him even wit the tiniest movement though, he's not sure if that's really much of a secret anymore.]

[Jet's breath escapes through his teeth as Albert begins to move. Usually he was an advocate for something a little faster, but with how much build up and teasing there had been, slower was probably better if they wanted this to last at all.

He tensed as he brought the arm behind him forward to slide from Albert's chest to his abdomen and settled on his hip while his other hand moved further up his partner's thigh to cup his rear. He used his new hold to help Albert move, making those movements a little bigger than before, but still slow. Quiet moans were buried in the skin of the German's shoulder where Jet's teeth and lips soon went to work, lavishing attention on shoulders, collarbone and neck, the soft bites and licks only punctuated by the gasps and sighs blown across the reddening skin.]

[With Jet's hands on him, Albert relinquishes a little more control, allowing Jet to guide him, to rock him onto Jet firmly but slowly so that shudders crawl up his spine and each breath is a moan pulled from his throat into his partner's ears.

Albert wraps one arm around Jet's shoulders, starting to lift and sit in a slow rhythm, driving Jet deeper with each thrust and jarring Albert into unconscious squirms of pleasure. So turned on, he takes his free left hand and slides it between them, wrapping around himself with a tight breath and starting to stroke.]

[It's so hard to keep from reaching to replace Albert's hand with his own, but he's using them both and the thought of stopping his partner's movements on him is not a welcome one.

Instead, he let himself watch unabashedly for a moment before letting his eyes drift to find the silver ones in front of him. As soon as he catches Albert's gaze, he changes their pace. The movements are a little faster, though slower than their usual, but they're also a little harder and a little deeper and he shifts his hips just enough to get a different angle as well.

Each firm thrust into Albert's body pulls a sharp breath from Jet who has to fight his eyes from drifting shut at the pleasure coursing through him. He wants to watch every little detail, every little shiver and twisted expression that the German has, Jet didn't want to miss any of it.]

[His gaze locks with Jet's for a long moment, Albert's face flushed and his own eyes glazed with lust and pleasure. He leans in just a little, about to steal another kiss when Jet picks up their pace and he moans from deep in his throat instead, eyes closing and gasping in a hard breath immediately after as Jet goes even deeper than before, filling him up and making him tremble and quake.

His hand upon himself keeps moving, but the other shoots to the back of Jet's neck and he darts in to inhale Jet's breath, to kiss him thoroughly and without reservation. He pulls out of the crushing kiss only to breathe in ragged gasps, half gone with the waves of pleasure that rock through him at every little movement.]

Deeper, harder. You're not going to hurt me, I promise.

[He nibbles at Jet's lower lip as if that somehow illustrates the point.]

[The kiss takes Jet's breath away and while it means he can try and catch his breath, he's sad for it to end. But Albert's voice, his words, sent a shiver through him. He caught those lips again, indulging in another heated kiss that threatened to turn more into teeth than lips. His breathing was heavy when he pulled away and he buried his pants in Albert's shoulder as he slowed their movements. His hands moved to either side if his partner's hips, fingers digging in a little to give him a better grip. As soon as he he did, he picked up their pace again, even more than it was before, giving the older man exactly what he'd asked for. Jet's thrusts were harder as he pulled Albert down onto him only a little rougher than he might otherwise, and deeper as his hips moved to meet each downward movement.

Jet pressed gentle kisses on his jaw, deep blue eyes still searching his partner's face, this time in case of any trace of discomfort or pain.]

Tell me if it's too much...tell me what you need...

....anything you want.

[It's hard and deep and waves of pleasure roll through Albert like a storm, leaving him to breathe between thrusts in gasps that rasp in his throat. He leaves off himself, both arms curling around Jet's shoulders, Albert holding him for dear life as he's moved up and down in Jet's lap, ankles crossed behind his partner and toes curling.

He can't think clearly enough to form words, only feeling the shape of Jet inside him, the warmth of the blond's body against his, the bite of those fingers in his hips. He wants more but has no idea what more could be given. He has all of Jet, there's no more he can ask for. A violent shudder rocks through him at one particularly rough and pointed thrust, Albert's head tossing back and an elicitly pleasured cry ripping from him.]

J-Je...Jet...!

[His name from those lips pulled a low moan from him and he took advantage if that exposed neck to kiss and suck on the sensitive skin. He was close, breathing harder with each upward thrust, but he wanted Albert to finish first. Usually he was so far gone his eyes were already closed against the pleasure that would overtake him that he rarely got to see his partner's face as he came undone; he'd hold back until he got to see it now.

His grip tightened a little more on soft hips, a harsh breathy whisper escaping him as he pulled back to see the German's face again.]

Albert...let go. Come for me.

[A small shift and he changed his angle again, aiming to hit that spot that just made it too much for his partner to hold on anymore.]

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[He does. Despite always preferring to see Jet's face or to come together, his well of control has run dry and he breathes a strangled gasp as he unravels in hia partner's arms.
First there's his grip, like steel, fingers grabbing for purchase on Jet's back and not quite able to keep his strength at bay. There will be bruises to the synthetic skin under them.

Second is his tension; Albert's entire body coils like a spring for a moment and then comes unraveled as Jet hits that perfect spot, a ragged and helpless cry uttered into the American's shoulder as sensation quakes through him, his muscles clamping down around Jet inside him.

Last are the noises. Half strangled and dizzy into Jets neck and shoulder as Albert curls in, kisses peppered between plaintive breaths everywhere he can reach as the glow of completion lowers him carefully from that height of pleasure.

In the aftermath, he tries just to breathe, leaning heavily and spent against Jet with furrowed brows and now-gentle fingers trying to soothe the skin he unintentionally abused in the throes.]

[Jet watched as long as he could as Albert's pleasure tore across his face, but his body tightening around Jet and those metal fingers digging into his back shove him over the edge he'd been staving off. He stiffened, burying himself deep insed his partner as he came, his hips still making smaller, slower movements as he rode out the last waves of pleasure.

Stiff fingers unclenched from Albert's hips and he slid his hands across expanses of skin and metal to wrap his arms around the older man and hold him as though he never intended to let go. One of his hands made small circles on the surface beneath it while the other possesivly curled around the opposite shoulder. Jet rested his cheek against silver hair as he tried to calm his breathing, concern for the man in his arms trickling back in. That was a lot rougher than they usually were and Albert wasn't usually the one taking it.]

Are you okay?

I'm alright.

[Albert takes a heavy breath, voice staying low and soft as if he's frightened of breaking whatever spell allows him to feel the way he's feeling in that moment. His heart feels fit to burst. Jet wants him, all of him, man and machine. Its not in spite of or because of, just accepting both as a whole.

If Jet moves to try and see his face, Albert doesn't allow it just yet. He remains buried in the taller man's shoulder, trying to keep his feelings at bay and contained. He doesn't want Jet to see him tear up and think its because of some other reason than the overwhelming love and relief he feels.

Gentle metallic fingers trace carefully across the bruises he's left in Jet's back and Albert frowns into Jet's shoulder.]

Are you?

[He can't see Albert's face, but he believes the older man's words, gently pressing a kiss to his partner's temple.]

Never better.

[He can't see them, but he can feel the sting in his back and, knowing Albert's strength, he wouldn't be surprised if there were bruises the other man was currently fretting over. He unwrapped one of his arms to reach back for that gently tracing hand and brought it back in front if him to his chest before tucking the German back into his embrace.]

Don't worry about it, I don't mind.

But I didn't mean t-

[He's cut off as his hand is grabbed and ferreted away between them, wam against Jet's chest.]

Why don't you mind?

[Heat rose in his face and he concentrated on tracing his hand along Albert's skin instead.]

Because you put them there.

[No, that didn't come out right.

Because...]

For the same reason I put marks on you.

[Because it meant he and Albert were together, that he belonged to the German as much as the other way around. It meant he'd made Albert react in a way no one else did.]

[He's confused for a moment, having to sort through what Jet said for what he actually meant, but once he untangles the verbal mess he smiles a little, threading the fingers of his free hand in the short hair at the nape of Jet's neck and squeezing the American's hand with the other.]

I do like when you mark me.

[He turns, placing a small kiss gently into the curve of Jet's neck, finally master enough of himself to stop sounding choked and overcome with emotion.]

Good.

[He smiled a bit. His came up to thread into silver hair before both of his arms moved to support his partner as he moved them so they we're laying down together and he finally pulled out of the other man.

He still held Albert close to him, unwilling to let the older man away from him for too long. Blue eyes ran over his partner's face, a mix if love and adoration there while he re-memorized familiar features.]

It's a good thing all the skin I can mark is coverable of i'd consider leaving some out in the open.

[It was tempting, at least. Whether he actually would or not was something else.]

[Albert holds his breath as Jet pulls out, releasing it in a small sigh with a lazy kiss now that they're again vertical and in a comfortable tangle of limbs.]

I'm not sure I would mind if even if you did. It'd be a badge of pride.

[A small smile plays across his lips and he presses them gently to Jet's as his eyes drop closed, shifting to get more comfortable and breathing a small sigh of contentment. He may be utterly spent both physically and emotionally, but there's a certain glow of warmth to it.]

[Jet smiled into the kiss and curled more around the warm German as he settled. Absently, his hand traced along Albert's neck and shoulders.]

Well maybe I'll have to do that next time.

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