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002 | Jet Link ([personal profile] fallenstar) wrote in [community profile] makinglies2014-06-25 09:50 am

Pretty Woman

There were still dying ribbons of pink resting on the horizon when Jet settled in against the outside wall of the strip club. He could hear the bustle and voices of customers coming in for the night around the corner but didn't bother to look. He didn't care.

One, two, cigarettes and two other people stepped into the mouth of the alley. The shorter one turned to face the taller one and wrapped his arms behind their neck to pull the taller man into an intense kiss. They exchanged a few words, the shorter man kissed his friend again then saluted as he turned into the alley and walked up towards Jet.

The red head watched as the taller shadow seemed to hesitate a moment before finally leaving, then turned his attention to the man who'd settled in beside him with his own cig.

"Thought we agreed you weren't gonna hang around out here by yourself anymore."

Jet shrugged. "No one's really around yet. Besides, I got done with my stuff early and decided heading over was easier than hanging around."

Bucky didn't say anything to that, just gave a mildly irritated grunt and worked at the stick in his mouth instead. They were better at silence when it came to those heavier issues like why Jet wasn't supposed to hang around on his own.

Jet wasn't like Bucky, he didn't pack as much punch on his own, though he did have his height. Beyond that, Bucky had Steve who never failed to walk the brunette to and from work like an overprotective watchdog. Jet had been present for the arguments that had ensued about Bucky feeling like Steve didn't trust him to take care of himself, but those arguments had stopped after one night when a customer had gotten really handsy with Buck -more than any other customer before- and after the night when Bucky had found Jet behind the club after that one guy went too far.

That had been over a year ago and where Jet lacked a body-builder-esk boyfriend, he had his own methods of protection. It wasn't even really that he wanted a boyfriend like Steve, he had his classes and his job and plenty of things that made having a boyfriend difficult, but he'd be lying if he said the idea of having someone care that much about him didn't sound appealing.

Too bad he was a stripper and guys like Steve didn't come out of the woodwork very often.

"Come on, we should head in and get ready. You know Jackson hates it when we smell of smoke."

Jet nodded and stomped out the butt of the cig before leading the way through the back entrance and into the backrooms.
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[personal profile] copesetic 2014-06-25 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
If there's one undeniable truth of the universe it's that Albert does not want to be here.

It's his birthday and by all rights he should be glad he has people in his life that still even want to drag him places to celebrate the fact that he's still breathing but after a day full of dealing in other people's happiness, he'd rather just go home and wallow in the fact that he has little of the same. Instead Martin and Harry from work had taken his keys and dragged him out to this strip joint. He'd never been to one before and the other two men had been flabbergasted enough to close the shop early and initiate him into the joys of topless women dancing for his entertainment. He imagines they think it'll improve his morose attitude. He has doubts.

But here he is anyway, sitting at the small round table and listening to his coworkers whoop and holler and generally make asses of themselves by waving singles at the woman on the pole with the body of a goddess and eyes like a shark. She's gorgeous and the things she can do with her legs start some gears turning that he hasn't used in years, but Albert remains more intent on his drink than her bare skin.

At least, until the smaller stage to their left's lights start flashing and a heavy beat picks up. Suddenly everything else is so much background noise as a tall, lithe redhead slides onto the stage, swaying in time, slowly slipping out of each already small stitch of clothing.

"I thought you swung the other way, Bert!" Harry slaps him on the back so suddenly that Albert nearly spills his drink right down his font.

"Whatever, it's his birthday! Live a little!" Martin turns his wad of ones from waving at the predatory pole dancer to the gyrating redhead down to nothing but chaps and a thong while Albert tries to sink into the floor out of embarrassment.
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[personal profile] copesetic 2014-06-26 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
The German is at a loss for words but his company seem to have enough between them to make up for it. 'Birthday' and 'lapdance' get thrown around along with a decent amount of cash and Albert can't even get a word in to decline.

He's not even sure he wants to decline, which makes him want to run and hide because he hasn't wanted anything sexual in so very long that the sudden return of his hormones with a vengeance has him wanting to run for cover.

But there's no escape with his two coworkers practically stuffing the bills in the ginger Adonis' shorts and boots. He's trapped.
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[personal profile] copesetic 2014-06-27 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
The pounding beat thuds in Albert's ears as those long legs seem to wind their way in, around, and through his own. Little bucks of hip and all the bobbing a weaving almost get him motion sick with how much Albert's eyes flit around the stripper's form, trying to take in everything at once as the everything he tries to take in keeps gyrating into a new position and there's hands on his thighs and breath on his inseam and the sudden realization that the pounding isn't the music at all but his own pulse in his ears.

Gott, the kid is attractive.

He loosens his tie in an effort to make it easier to breathe, only to have hips backed up into his lap and the redhead bending backwards completely double, providing all kinds of wild things to his heretofore disused imagination.

I mean, really attractive.

The pounding in Albert's head intensifies, making him dizzy and short of breath. The lanky stripper placing himself in Albert's lap and planting a light and coy kiss to his cheek makes him freeze up altogether, utterly and completely overwhelmed, with only one thought making it through the muddled mess of hormonal jelly his mind's been made into.

I want to--

But he doesn't let that thought finish, his heart clenching painfully at the somehow familiar but still completely foreign feeling of want. Not sexual, though it started there, but for companionship. The ten ton thought steamrolls his mind and has him bolting for the door, completely undoing his tie and shedding his blazer as he goes because he just can't manage to get a deep enough breath.

I want to get to know you.
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[personal profile] copesetic 2014-07-20 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
It takes Albert at least a week to recover from the encounter. He's not sure when he got so fragile - when she died, probably, but he's never been so overcome before as to have to run. He'd barely made it home that night rattled as he was and was grateful that he'd been given that Sunday off regardless. Even so all he does all day is go through the motions and try to figure out exactly what it was about that man that made his heart stop. The way the redhead moved, the way he spoke, that little twinkle in his eye that was somehow equal parts mischievous and fragile and how Albert feels he knows this despite never having met him before.

He buries his head in the pillow again and doesn't come out until he has to the next day.

* * *


The week carries on as normal with classes and work and Saturday rolls around again, only this time instead of Albert getting in extra time in the music lab, instead he finds himself scurrying through the black double doors of the Onyx Club and finding a dim booth to watch from where he won't be seen.

The next week he does the same.

And the next.

He always stays long enough for Jet to dance, eyes transfixed on the way he moves and the grace with which he conducts himself when he knows everyone is watching. And each night the second the song ends, Albert leaves his tip, turns up his collar, and slips out the doors.

There's nothing wrong with watching, he reasons. It's just watching. He's not touching, not pursuing, just observing a talented dancer. Jet's wasted in this place, he decides privately, though he can't quite be upset that he's there at all. Otherwise he wouldn't even know the redhead exists.

Then he has to wonder if this is how stalkers get started and vows not to go in again.

He does this every week.

Only this week, on Sunday, he's agreed to do a favor for the head of the theater department, an old friend from Europe (English though, not German) who's casting the spring musical and needs a pianist for the dance auditions. Albert agreed to it, thinking it would be a nice change to play for something other than grades for awhile.

Considering Jet shows up with the rest of the audition hopefuls, Albert has to wonder if someone up in heaven - or in hell - is mocking him.

He pulls his collar up and his hat down, hunching over the piano so his face isn't visible. He can't bolt now, but god does he ever want to.
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[personal profile] copesetic 2014-07-22 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
It's the same tune he'd played for eight dancers before and he'll have to play the same one for almost twenty after but with Jet on stage Albert just can't make his fingers behave in the way they're supposed to to keep playing. They freeze up every time the redhead moves to his side of the theater because Albert's eyes stray from the music to the stage. And this time, this time it's not for sex, there's no gratuitous shaking or dipping, just raw art and grace, tugging at the German's heart with the emotion that's obviously behind the drive to perform. Even with Albert's imperfect playing, they would be fools not to cast Jet.

And then the audition is over and there's a break called. Albert comes back to reality just in time to find the taller man bearing down on him like a stork, looming over the piano bench from one side and causing Albert to duck as if he's been struck.

Scheisse, now he's 'that guy'.

He nearly runs. As it is, he pops up and gathers his music books in a hurry, pulling his hat down over his eyes almost like he could disappear into it. There's a mumbled 'I have to go' and then he's gone, leaving behind a nondescript blue notebook under the piano bench.

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[personal profile] copesetic 2015-06-08 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
This had been the plan, a nice walk in Central Park, maybe around the conservatory pond as they enjoy quiet conversation and some hot drinks to warm their hands. He should have known that wouldn't be quite enough for a young man like Jet, so full of vitality and ready to jump into excitement. Albert feels a little lame for not having planned something more exciting. Honestly, spending time with Jet is enough for him.

"I just thought a walk would be nice, but there's the zoo if you wanted to do something more exciting," he suggests, even sounding a little like he's grasping at straws. He does that a lot around Jet, wanting to please him and always unsure as to whether he's succeeding. At least it's an improvement over his previously painful shyness.
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[personal profile] copesetic 2015-06-08 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
"It will be dark before then, but we can find a cafe for dinner or something. You have work then, don't you?" He sips his coffee after he asks the question, some small feeling of unwelcome unhappiness coiling in his stomach.

He shouldn't have asked, didn't want to know really. He has so many mixed feelings about Jet being a stripper and not one of them has come up in the past several weeks that they've been dating. It never seems the time. It always feels like an unwelcome topic that will spoil both of their moods, especially considering it's how Albert had even come to know Jet existed and was the subject of many guilty nights alone since, but it also caused a jealous temper to rise in the German. He doesn't like the idea of so many other men and women looking at who he's come to term in such a short time as his. Which is an entire other enormous can of worms he can't look at too closely.

But... he'd asked, just the same, and all he can do now is sip his coffee, hold Jet's hand, and hope the younger man doesn't think too much of it.
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[personal profile] copesetic 2015-10-06 07:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"That's nice of him," Albert replies to the comment about Bucky awkwardly. He hasn't really met him, per se, but there was once he'd picked Jet up in the lobby of his apartment building and he has to assume the disapproving brunette glaring at him from three stories up the stairwell that he'd only glanced at by accident would have to be Bucky, based on what Jet's told him. Albert gets the feeling Bucky doesn't like him very much, for one reason or another. He tries not to think about it.

There's the squeeze to Albert's hand, muted through his gloves and the half-dead nerves in his right hand. The question on the heels of the gesture is enough to flop Albert's stomach uncomfortably, make him glad he hadn't gotten a snack with his drink. "No, I don't go to clubs like that usually. I was dragged there by well-meaning coworkers for my birthday."

He scowls a bit, thinking he should have been more vocal about not wanting to visit some glorified den of inequity, how he'd still been loyal to the memory of his wife, but... if he were honest, no matter how that night had turned out, he can't actually be angry. It had brought him to Jet, someone who'd put a little color back into his grey world, and even if he still struggles with certain aspects of their relationship - homosexuality, Jet's job, the age difference, how he still feels a little like he's treading on Hilda's memory - he's ultimately and eternally grateful.

"Before that, I hadn't set foot in a strip club since I was in Europe."
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[personal profile] copesetic 2015-10-12 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
"No," the answer is immediate and a bit dark. He looks down at his coffee.

"Have you taken recent European history?" He doesn't know if Jet is too young to have a frame of reference on his own for the Iron Curtain or if he'll have to have learned it in textbooks and lectures like most. Honestly he expects Jet not to know about the Wall, or at the least not the effect it had on those forced to live in its shadow. The Cold War for Americans was about nuclear war with the U.S.S.R. The Cold War for East Germans was about preserving their identities, and even after the wall came down, there was still poverty to contend with.

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They've been together six months. Six awkward confusing harried beautiful months. If the seasons weren't changing, Albert wouldn't have even realized it had been that long, but the leaves are back on the trees and everything's in bloom. Albert has always been more one for the fall, crisp weather and warm sweaters. The first time he let Jet stay over he'd made the comment that Albert's wardrobe was mostly sweaters and boring old suits. Albert had thought it was cute that his boyfriend would comment on such a thing. He thought a lot of things about Jet were cute. Or charming. Or beautiful, even, though mostly he just uses charming to the redhead's face. Anything else seems too... He's not sure, he just knows he's self-conscious about his age when he says that, and his sexuality, but even that has faded with time. He is what he is, and what he is is attracted to one Jet Link, a gorgeous man who can somehow see right through him and still likes what he sees.

But there's one thing that's been eating at Albert, even though life is wonderful otherwise. One enormous thing that hurts now that school is out for the year and he has more free time for no classes. He tries not to bring it up, still not wanting to demand anything of Jet or disrupt his life in any way. He hasn't asked anything of him even in all this time, but now...

It's four-fifteen in the morning. Jet had left his place at six and Albert had smiled, kissed his cheek, made plans to meet the next day, but as he watched Jet leave down the stairwell, his stomach dropped. Just like every time Jet went off to that... place. This place. He's outside in the parking lot now, doing what Bucky jokingly had called the 'boyfriend vigil' when he'd left earlier with Steve, having only come to pick up his pay and not work. Albert had smiled thinly and exchanged a look with Steve, Steve who'd been clutching Bucky close across the shoulders and seemed to know exactly what Albert was really doing there.

Boyfriend vigil indeed. If only Bucky knew.

He knows this isn't how he should do this, waiting outside in the parking lot like a creep. He's done it before, sort of. Asked by Jet to pick him up because he didn't want to wait for the subway, or because he was going to stay over for the weekend. The bouncer just assumed it was one of those nights, having nodded to him and then leaned back against the wall to continue his own vigil.

Four fifteen in the morning and Albert's waiting for his boyfriend not to give him a ride, but to have a very serious talk. He's an idiot. He should just go. But then the bouncer and Bucky would tell Jet he was here and that would be even worse. So he waits, pacing around his motorcycle, dropping cigarette butts and driving them into the pavement.
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[personal profile] copesetic 2016-09-20 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
The coy question does get a smile from Albert but it's short lived, the German immediately noting the cigarette in Jet's mouth, the way the bouncer had straightened up as Jet stepped out and remained actively watchful until the redhead had reached where Albert was waiting under the streetlight, the dark look that had cleared over Jet's face the moment he'd laid eyes on Albert. (He can't pretend that didn't make him a little happy.)

Concern marks Albert's face and he takes the cigarette from between his teeth, frowning a deep frown and moving in to study Jet's face. "Are you alright?"
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[personal profile] copesetic 2016-09-20 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
"Couldn't sleep, and I never get enough of you in my business so I thought I could take you home," he smiles again and this time it stays in place. It's not an easy smile, his rarely are, but it is an earnest one even if it's worried. He leans back a bit on his bike, putting his cigarette back between his lips and folding his arms. "Annoying how?"
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[personal profile] copesetic 2016-09-21 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
"My place, then," he agrees amiably but there's a sharpness to it, something vaguely unsettling if not dangerous, though clearly not directed at Jet. "You know, I don't-"

He's interrupted by a jingle of Jet's phone, a return text. It's Bucky's number, but Steve's the one answering.

Have a good time. Bucky says 'get it.'

Thankfully because its Steve, that isn't followed with a string of somehow obscene emoticons.

"Nevermind, here." In the span it took to read the text, Albert lost his nerve and instead just holds out a helmet for Jet to wear. He'd bought it not long after they'd started dating, when Jet had flipped his lid over the fact that Albert, of all people, rode a motorcycle. Albert had put his foot down and insisted on buying him the thing before ever letting him even on the back of the bike. The helmet is garish, a bright thing with an American flag design, but it's what Jet had wanted so Albert had gotten it. There's no accounting for taste.
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