002 | Jet Link (
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makinglies2014-06-25 09:50 am
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There were still dying ribbons of pink resting on the horizon when Jet settled in against the outside wall of the strip club. He could hear the bustle and voices of customers coming in for the night around the corner but didn't bother to look. He didn't care.
One, two, cigarettes and two other people stepped into the mouth of the alley. The shorter one turned to face the taller one and wrapped his arms behind their neck to pull the taller man into an intense kiss. They exchanged a few words, the shorter man kissed his friend again then saluted as he turned into the alley and walked up towards Jet.
The red head watched as the taller shadow seemed to hesitate a moment before finally leaving, then turned his attention to the man who'd settled in beside him with his own cig.
"Thought we agreed you weren't gonna hang around out here by yourself anymore."
Jet shrugged. "No one's really around yet. Besides, I got done with my stuff early and decided heading over was easier than hanging around."
Bucky didn't say anything to that, just gave a mildly irritated grunt and worked at the stick in his mouth instead. They were better at silence when it came to those heavier issues like why Jet wasn't supposed to hang around on his own.
Jet wasn't like Bucky, he didn't pack as much punch on his own, though he did have his height. Beyond that, Bucky had Steve who never failed to walk the brunette to and from work like an overprotective watchdog. Jet had been present for the arguments that had ensued about Bucky feeling like Steve didn't trust him to take care of himself, but those arguments had stopped after one night when a customer had gotten really handsy with Buck -more than any other customer before- and after the night when Bucky had found Jet behind the club after that one guy went too far.
That had been over a year ago and where Jet lacked a body-builder-esk boyfriend, he had his own methods of protection. It wasn't even really that he wanted a boyfriend like Steve, he had his classes and his job and plenty of things that made having a boyfriend difficult, but he'd be lying if he said the idea of having someone care that much about him didn't sound appealing.
Too bad he was a stripper and guys like Steve didn't come out of the woodwork very often.
"Come on, we should head in and get ready. You know Jackson hates it when we smell of smoke."
Jet nodded and stomped out the butt of the cig before leading the way through the back entrance and into the backrooms.
One, two, cigarettes and two other people stepped into the mouth of the alley. The shorter one turned to face the taller one and wrapped his arms behind their neck to pull the taller man into an intense kiss. They exchanged a few words, the shorter man kissed his friend again then saluted as he turned into the alley and walked up towards Jet.
The red head watched as the taller shadow seemed to hesitate a moment before finally leaving, then turned his attention to the man who'd settled in beside him with his own cig.
"Thought we agreed you weren't gonna hang around out here by yourself anymore."
Jet shrugged. "No one's really around yet. Besides, I got done with my stuff early and decided heading over was easier than hanging around."
Bucky didn't say anything to that, just gave a mildly irritated grunt and worked at the stick in his mouth instead. They were better at silence when it came to those heavier issues like why Jet wasn't supposed to hang around on his own.
Jet wasn't like Bucky, he didn't pack as much punch on his own, though he did have his height. Beyond that, Bucky had Steve who never failed to walk the brunette to and from work like an overprotective watchdog. Jet had been present for the arguments that had ensued about Bucky feeling like Steve didn't trust him to take care of himself, but those arguments had stopped after one night when a customer had gotten really handsy with Buck -more than any other customer before- and after the night when Bucky had found Jet behind the club after that one guy went too far.
That had been over a year ago and where Jet lacked a body-builder-esk boyfriend, he had his own methods of protection. It wasn't even really that he wanted a boyfriend like Steve, he had his classes and his job and plenty of things that made having a boyfriend difficult, but he'd be lying if he said the idea of having someone care that much about him didn't sound appealing.
Too bad he was a stripper and guys like Steve didn't come out of the woodwork very often.
"Come on, we should head in and get ready. You know Jackson hates it when we smell of smoke."
Jet nodded and stomped out the butt of the cig before leading the way through the back entrance and into the backrooms.

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It's his birthday and by all rights he should be glad he has people in his life that still even want to drag him places to celebrate the fact that he's still breathing but after a day full of dealing in other people's happiness, he'd rather just go home and wallow in the fact that he has little of the same. Instead Martin and Harry from work had taken his keys and dragged him out to this strip joint. He'd never been to one before and the other two men had been flabbergasted enough to close the shop early and initiate him into the joys of topless women dancing for his entertainment. He imagines they think it'll improve his morose attitude. He has doubts.
But here he is anyway, sitting at the small round table and listening to his coworkers whoop and holler and generally make asses of themselves by waving singles at the woman on the pole with the body of a goddess and eyes like a shark. She's gorgeous and the things she can do with her legs start some gears turning that he hasn't used in years, but Albert remains more intent on his drink than her bare skin.
At least, until the smaller stage to their left's lights start flashing and a heavy beat picks up. Suddenly everything else is so much background noise as a tall, lithe redhead slides onto the stage, swaying in time, slowly slipping out of each already small stitch of clothing.
"I thought you swung the other way, Bert!" Harry slaps him on the back so suddenly that Albert nearly spills his drink right down his font.
"Whatever, it's his birthday! Live a little!" Martin turns his wad of ones from waving at the predatory pole dancer to the gyrating redhead down to nothing but chaps and a thong while Albert tries to sink into the floor out of embarrassment.
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He noticed the small group of guys -closer to the other stage than his- waving their money around like a call signal shortly after they seemed to have noticed him. He finished his dance on the stage until he was down to the bare essentials like he was supposed to before stepping off to begin his 'mingling.'
He strode over to the table, grace and confidence in every step and stopped with his hands planted lightly on his hips, head playfully cocked to the side as he regarded them.
He'd only been at this job a little over a year and a half, but clad in a very short and very tight frayed top, tight shorts that barely covered anything, tall boots to accentuate his long legs and the many accessories accenting his outfit, he was dressed like a pro. The confidence, aura of sensuality and the nice thick layer of liner around his eyes only added to that.
Bucky had said he'd be good at this job and his friend was hardly wrong.
"Evening, fellas. Did you like the show?"
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He's not even sure he wants to decline, which makes him want to run and hide because he hasn't wanted anything sexual in so very long that the sudden return of his hormones with a vengeance has him wanting to run for cover.
But there's no escape with his two coworkers practically stuffing the bills in the ginger Adonis' shorts and boots. He's trapped.
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The lap dances that were bought for someone else, though, tended to be okay, mostly because the one he was dancing for was often too flustered or too shy to try anything. That seemed to be the case with this one.
Jet started slow, keeping a little ways away from the chair to allow himself room to get closer. His hands ran slowly over himself and led him to the floor where he crawled up to the man's legs. One hand on each knee, he pushed his customer's knees apart and slid in-between them, his hands gliding up lightly along the older man's thighs.
Jet's face hovered over the man's legs and crotch area, just close enough to blow air on his pants, but not close enough for contact. He nuzzled in close to his quiet audience's stomach and moved up his chest and near his face, bracing himself only on his arms for as long as he could.
Once his lips had passed the other's with only a breath between them, long legs gracefully found their way on either side of those noticeably strong thighs as Jet half sat, half stood, in the man's lap.
His hands slid up an equally strong chest and over his shoulders, brushing up through silver hair as his hips gyrated dangerously close to his customer's. Any potential sounds or words being said by the guy's friends went completely unnoticed, the whole bar might as well not exist for the amount of attention and half-lidded eye contact Jet was giving.
But just as his hips nearly got close enough for their crotches to meet, the red-head stood and turned, demonstrating his flexibility with how he could contort his body and how far his legs could stretch.
But no matter how far away he got, he got closer again and straddled the older man again, backwards, with Jet's hands on his knees. His ass ground against knees, thighs and finally right into the guy's lap for all of a second before Jet settled enough to lean back and leave a light kiss on the guy's cheek, marking the end of his dance.
It was a little bit more than he'd normally give a customer, but it was the guy's birthday....and he'd be lying if he said he wasn't one of the most handsome men Jet had serviced in a long time.
Bucky'd probably give him shit for it later, but if what he'd felt pressed against his ass was any indication, it had been worth it.
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Gott, the kid is attractive.
He loosens his tie in an effort to make it easier to breathe, only to have hips backed up into his lap and the redhead bending backwards completely double, providing all kinds of wild things to his heretofore disused imagination.
I mean, really attractive.
The pounding in Albert's head intensifies, making him dizzy and short of breath. The lanky stripper placing himself in Albert's lap and planting a light and coy kiss to his cheek makes him freeze up altogether, utterly and completely overwhelmed, with only one thought making it through the muddled mess of hormonal jelly his mind's been made into.
I want to--
But he doesn't let that thought finish, his heart clenching painfully at the somehow familiar but still completely foreign feeling of want. Not sexual, though it started there, but for companionship. The ten ton thought steamrolls his mind and has him bolting for the door, completely undoing his tie and shedding his blazer as he goes because he just can't manage to get a deep enough breath.
I want to get to know you.
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It wasn't exactly unheard of, but that kind of reaction happened more in virginal boys and girls than adult men. Ultimately, it wasn't Jet's problem, he'd give the guy some of the best he had and the poor fellow hadn't been able to handle it. So he moved on.
Although he didn't forget about it. Even if he'd wanted to, Bucky was right there to remind him about it at the end of their shift.
"Wow, Jet, you really chased that guy off, huh?"
Jet smirked and hit him in the arm. "Shut up. Maybe he was married or something and got cold feet. That's what happens when you've got friends who'll buy you lap dances."
Really, Jet had made a pretty good haul off of even just that dance, much less everything else, so he didn't have any second thoughts about it, just dismissed the meeting as he followed a pace or so behind Bucky and Steve as they made their way home.
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He buries his head in the pillow again and doesn't come out until he has to the next day.
The week carries on as normal with classes and work and Saturday rolls around again, only this time instead of Albert getting in extra time in the music lab, instead he finds himself scurrying through the black double doors of the Onyx Club and finding a dim booth to watch from where he won't be seen.
The next week he does the same.
And the next.
He always stays long enough for Jet to dance, eyes transfixed on the way he moves and the grace with which he conducts himself when he knows everyone is watching. And each night the second the song ends, Albert leaves his tip, turns up his collar, and slips out the doors.
There's nothing wrong with watching, he reasons. It's just watching. He's not touching, not pursuing, just observing a talented dancer. Jet's wasted in this place, he decides privately, though he can't quite be upset that he's there at all. Otherwise he wouldn't even know the redhead exists.
Then he has to wonder if this is how stalkers get started and vows not to go in again.
He does this every week.
Only this week, on Sunday, he's agreed to do a favor for the head of the theater department, an old friend from Europe (English though, not German) who's casting the spring musical and needs a pianist for the dance auditions. Albert agreed to it, thinking it would be a nice change to play for something other than grades for awhile.
Considering Jet shows up with the rest of the audition hopefuls, Albert has to wonder if someone up in heaven - or in hell - is mocking him.
He pulls his collar up and his hat down, hunching over the piano so his face isn't visible. He can't bolt now, but god does he ever want to.
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He hemmed and hawed about it so much that even Bucky got tired of him and said if Jet didn't go, he'd toss the red-head onto the stage himself day-of. So Jet practiced and practiced, every time he had a chance, he was dancing.
By the time the day of the auditions came around, he felt like his chest would burst with how hard his heart was beating. What i they thought he was awful? What if they actually liked him? He wasn't sure which option was more terrifying.
The fact the auditions were held with the rest of the hopefuls watching didn't make him nervous, although it was clear how a couple of them got self-conscious from it. Not all of them though, there were plenty of very talented people there and that made him nervous.
Then he stepped on stage.
The lights made everyone else vanish and the second that music started, his nerves didn't matter anymore, he just started dancing. It was going well until he could hear the music strain and break the tempo as the pianist messed up the chords. Annoyance flared through him, but he tried to keep going. After his performance was over, Jet snuck off to the piano to have a word with the pianist. After all, it was amazing how he hadn't messed up once the entire time and only just now while Jet was on.
He rounded the piano, irritation brewing...and stopped short once he finally got a good view of the man. He'd pulled his hat down and his jacket up, but Jet could see the silver hair peeking through and that defined jaw he'd admired for the time he'd been staring at him.
"Hey! You're that guy!"
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And then the audition is over and there's a break called. Albert comes back to reality just in time to find the taller man bearing down on him like a stork, looming over the piano bench from one side and causing Albert to duck as if he's been struck.
Scheisse, now he's 'that guy'.
He nearly runs. As it is, he pops up and gathers his music books in a hurry, pulling his hat down over his eyes almost like he could disappear into it. There's a mumbled 'I have to go' and then he's gone, leaving behind a nondescript blue notebook under the piano bench.
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But it was cold and the hot chocolate Jet was sipping was sweet and warm and his free hand was warm entwined with Albert's, long fingers tight in their hold. It was quiet out with the snow all around, but there were a few couples out who'd had their same idea to enjoy the winter-wonderland that formed during winter in the park.
And even if he was chafed, Jet was over-all happy, honestly happy, a small smile had formed on his lips when he'd first met up with Albert and it hadn't left his face. He didn't know if a handful of dates mixed with lingering looks and touches counted as them being 'a thing' but he knew there was a fluttering in his chest just from spending time together and that was good enough for now.
"So, you got any master plans for today or are we just winging it?"
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"I just thought a walk would be nice, but there's the zoo if you wanted to do something more exciting," he suggests, even sounding a little like he's grasping at straws. He does that a lot around Jet, wanting to please him and always unsure as to whether he's succeeding. At least it's an improvement over his previously painful shyness.
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He'd never purposefully done nothing but enjoy the company he had and their surroundings before he met this quiet and gentle man and he found he kind of liked it.
"You've got my whole day until eight tonight...I don't care what we do." As long as it was them together. But that part was too sappy and definitely too true for him to mention.
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He shouldn't have asked, didn't want to know really. He has so many mixed feelings about Jet being a stripper and not one of them has come up in the past several weeks that they've been dating. It never seems the time. It always feels like an unwelcome topic that will spoil both of their moods, especially considering it's how Albert had even come to know Jet existed and was the subject of many guilty nights alone since, but it also caused a jealous temper to rise in the German. He doesn't like the idea of so many other men and women looking at who he's come to term in such a short time as his. Which is an entire other enormous can of worms he can't look at too closely.
But... he'd asked, just the same, and all he can do now is sip his coffee, hold Jet's hand, and hope the younger man doesn't think too much of it.
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But it made him think of how Steve would come to walk them home sometimes, not nights like tonight cause he had a class even earlier, but other nights, and it made him think about Albert in that context. Jet wouldn't want him to do that, Bucky didn't want Steve to do that either, but there was no stopping their roommate when he made up his mind in most cases. Hopefully, Albert never got it in his head.
For a moment, he thought about mentioning how he hadn't seen Albert there at the club since they'd started going out and how maybe he should swing by some night so Jet could pretend he was performing just for Albert, but then his mind flitted back to Steve again and how he never came by the club except to walk them home. He didn't like Bucky's job, but Bucky thrived on the attention and the power in it and Steve liked Bucky happy, it had caused many fights and still did, but they were both too stubborn and too in love with each other to do anything but meet in a stalemate.
What if Albert were like that and he stopped coming by because he didn't like Jet's job? He didn't want to fight with Albert the way his roommates would fight at times. But that was how they'd met, right? He couldn't have that big of an issue with it.
His hand squeezed Albert's. "Hey, Al, I don't think I ever asked, why were you at the club that night, huh? You said before you came back to watch me dance, but that means you hadn't seen me before, right? Did you used to go somewhere else or what?" He couldn't help it, the thought Albert might have frequented a different club to watch a different dancer before he found Jet made the redhead's insides twist with jealousy, but more in a possessive way. If that was the case, it was their loss, Albert was his now.
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There's the squeeze to Albert's hand, muted through his gloves and the half-dead nerves in his right hand. The question on the heels of the gesture is enough to flop Albert's stomach uncomfortably, make him glad he hadn't gotten a snack with his drink. "No, I don't go to clubs like that usually. I was dragged there by well-meaning coworkers for my birthday."
He scowls a bit, thinking he should have been more vocal about not wanting to visit some glorified den of inequity, how he'd still been loyal to the memory of his wife, but... if he were honest, no matter how that night had turned out, he can't actually be angry. It had brought him to Jet, someone who'd put a little color back into his grey world, and even if he still struggles with certain aspects of their relationship - homosexuality, Jet's job, the age difference, how he still feels a little like he's treading on Hilda's memory - he's ultimately and eternally grateful.
"Before that, I hadn't set foot in a strip club since I was in Europe."
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But, either way, he was glad it had happened. If it hadn't, Jet probably wouldn't have bothered going up to Albert even if he'd spotted him; Jet would have acknowledged how attractive he was and moved on to his next class. Now he had someone to make time for, to dedicate his focus and energy on unraveling so Jet could see all of him and find the knots to straighten out. He wasn't trying to 'fix' Albert anymore than he suspected Albert was trying to 'fix' Jet, but they could help.
The question played at the tip of his tongue, his lips even moving to articulate it, but his voice failed, leaving silence behind. He wanted to get it out there and ask Albert's feelings on Jet's job now, get it out in the open, but he bit it back. Maybe he didn't have to, for as shy as Albert was, he was opinionated and Jet trusted his boyfriend would be open with him if something bothered him. Instead, he turned the conversation to something else.
Europe a far off place only in books and shows and somewhere people like Jet could only dream of visiting, but Albert was from there, he'd come to Jet's cage of his own free will and, as much as Jet loved New York, wanderlust made him wonder how he'd even made that choice.
"Do you think you'll ever go back to Europe? Don't you miss it?"
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"Have you taken recent European history?" He doesn't know if Jet is too young to have a frame of reference on his own for the Iron Curtain or if he'll have to have learned it in textbooks and lectures like most. Honestly he expects Jet not to know about the Wall, or at the least not the effect it had on those forced to live in its shadow. The Cold War for Americans was about nuclear war with the U.S.S.R. The Cold War for East Germans was about preserving their identities, and even after the wall came down, there was still poverty to contend with.
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But there's one thing that's been eating at Albert, even though life is wonderful otherwise. One enormous thing that hurts now that school is out for the year and he has more free time for no classes. He tries not to bring it up, still not wanting to demand anything of Jet or disrupt his life in any way. He hasn't asked anything of him even in all this time, but now...
It's four-fifteen in the morning. Jet had left his place at six and Albert had smiled, kissed his cheek, made plans to meet the next day, but as he watched Jet leave down the stairwell, his stomach dropped. Just like every time Jet went off to that... place. This place. He's outside in the parking lot now, doing what Bucky jokingly had called the 'boyfriend vigil' when he'd left earlier with Steve, having only come to pick up his pay and not work. Albert had smiled thinly and exchanged a look with Steve, Steve who'd been clutching Bucky close across the shoulders and seemed to know exactly what Albert was really doing there.
Boyfriend vigil indeed. If only Bucky knew.
He knows this isn't how he should do this, waiting outside in the parking lot like a creep. He's done it before, sort of. Asked by Jet to pick him up because he didn't want to wait for the subway, or because he was going to stay over for the weekend. The bouncer just assumed it was one of those nights, having nodded to him and then leaned back against the wall to continue his own vigil.
Four fifteen in the morning and Albert's waiting for his boyfriend not to give him a ride, but to have a very serious talk. He's an idiot. He should just go. But then the bouncer and Bucky would tell Jet he was here and that would be even worse. So he waits, pacing around his motorcycle, dropping cigarette butts and driving them into the pavement.
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Nothing bad had happened, just some creep who kept buying his time back over every half hour or so, always wanting to 'see what else' he had, until the drinks had finally gotten too strong for the loser and his hands had wandered. The bouncer Jet had subtly asked to keep an eye on the guy had made quick work of him and his money lost all meaning for the rest of the night, but it still left a bad taste in his mouth.
Six months without incident and a happy outside life with a wonderful guy and he'd nearly forgotten what creeps his clientele could be. Not all of them would turn out to have gentle hands and big hearts like the man who'd claimed Jet's heart.
The man who was standing outside the building, pacing his bike. Jet faltered, but soon the sun came out across his face for the surprise. What better way to lift his mood than the sight of his favorite person?
A stream of smoke blew between his lips as he closed the space between them and crossed his free arm across his chest. "Hello, handsome, what brings a guy like you to this side of town?" Jet played up his accent with a smirk, hoping to get a smile out of his boyfriend as well.
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Concern marks Albert's face and he takes the cigarette from between his teeth, frowning a deep frown and moving in to study Jet's face. "Are you alright?"
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"What're you doing here? Didn't have enough of me in your business before?" His expression and smile turned softer on the edges and his empty hand came up to brush back a bit of Albert's hair in concern. "You're supposed to be sleeping. You don't always get enough of that as it is."
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"Annoying like this guy kept buying my time and he 'forgot' the no touch rule, that's all. Security tossed him on his ass and I got a thick roll for my trouble and his gross hands." He shrugged and looked back to Albert as he shoved his phone back into his pocket. "So, you're gonna take me home, huh? This would be the 'home where you live but also I spend a lot of time' right? Cause I kinda just told Buck I wasn't coming back tonight..."
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He's interrupted by a jingle of Jet's phone, a return text. It's Bucky's number, but Steve's the one answering.
Have a good time. Bucky says 'get it.'
Thankfully because its Steve, that isn't followed with a string of somehow obscene emoticons.
"Nevermind, here." In the span it took to read the text, Albert lost his nerve and instead just holds out a helmet for Jet to wear. He'd bought it not long after they'd started dating, when Jet had flipped his lid over the fact that Albert, of all people, rode a motorcycle. Albert had put his foot down and insisted on buying him the thing before ever letting him even on the back of the bike. The helmet is garish, a bright thing with an American flag design, but it's what Jet had wanted so Albert had gotten it. There's no accounting for taste.
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Yeah? You do the same, hunk.
Something to make Steve blush since Jet knew from experience Bucky was a much harder target. But Jet grins anyway and re-pockets the phone so he can take the helmet instead. He'd told Albert he'd be fine, that he was more likely to get hit by lightning than fall off his cool bike, but Jet's roommates weren't the only protective ones and he'd gone ahead with the helmet idea so Albert wouldn't have one more thing to stress out about.
As soon as Albert was on the bike, Jet had his arms wrapped tight around him, cheek pressed to the German's shoulder briefly in lieu of any other sign of affection. Whatever Albert had to say, maybe Jet could pry it out of him once they were back home.
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